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My Boom
even if i meet him in my dreams
i will only feel lonely when i wake up
Sunday, August 17, 2008
9:23 PM
Ok my mom is being a huge bitch today. more than usual. She was looking at my official transcript. Looking it over and looking at the transition in between my years. She askes me "What happen during your junior and senior year? You were so good in freshman and sophmore year. Its because of your korean/japanese things on internet thats why." I get extremely annoyed and respond "Why are you asking now?"
She takes it the her way of thinking which results in her getting mad and saying "Don't give me that attitude! I ask you to do only two things in the house which is laundry and rice. You can't even do that. I have to call for you to do it all the time. While during the day you're on internet all the time with your korean/japanese junk." Then she rants to my dad "I just ask her about her transcript and she yells at me with "Why you asking me now?". She just downloading her japanese/korean junk.I paid for someone to tutor her during those years and she dares to say "Why you asking me now?" Its not the first time I ask you that."
Ugh she just doesn't fucking get it. She doesn't know what I do during the day. Course she can't know since I would get in trouble for having friends over all the time. I clean all day. Dishes, sweeping the floor, mopping and thats like every half hour. Cuz of the kids always making a mess playing. During lunch hour its worse. I don't get to eat till like an hour or 2 hours later cuz i have to clean up after. I'm so tired after everyone leaves and i only sit on the computer for an hour then she comes home. I'm tired so i forget to do things like laundry and cook rice.
And when I said "why ask me now?" she didn't even take a second thought to go into detail with the question and just went to her first instinct. she didn't ever stop to ask "why do like going on it so much?", "What do those japanese/korean things do for you?" and more importantly "is there a hidden reason you go on the computer so much besides for the japanese/korean things?". no she is never that open minded to ask such a thing. she just things her way. its either that or anything else is just wrong. When she is wrong its no big deal. When one of us is wrong its a freaking nuclear explosion. And she always belittles my friends just cuz they don't look nice as the smart people. umm hello its the smart people that gets into drugs and rapes people for kicks.It's because she secretly wants me to think and be like her. Deep down its a secret wish that she is in denial of. Thats why she gets along with my sister so much. Because my sister reminds her of herself when she was young. She doesn't listen and only things that her way is the right way. Doesn't even bother to listen to the other person's story or their feelings. Not even if its her own husband.She just automaticaly thinks that wut she says its the right,and that the other person's side isn't detailed and thought out enough to be right.
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