Wednesday, July 30, 2008
2:31 PM
I have a wonderful famliy. A home to go to, a warm smile to come to, and a family waiting for my return. Maybe I was just lonely. Maybe I've always been lonely. Even with a family that loves me. I still felt that way. Don't know why. Even now,I'm just keeping a lid on the feelings I don't want to admit I have.It's not like I can easily give up the feelings of needing him. I want to find the reason to exist. The people in my life give me something to live for. But sometimes I want to search for that someone. The someone who I can say "You're my reason for living" or "I was born for you!". It would be nice if I could say that someday.-Kumori